serious Sunday

you know what's hard.


last year really changed me in the best way.  I gained some confidence.  I became more social.  I made amazing friends.  now I look back. 


we didn't know that school would be over so soon and we lived fully till that very last day.  ha, I remember that whole last week we just sat on the bean bags and talked and chilled and just looked back at the year.  sigh.  three days ago last year was a weird day for me and I remember that it was the start of something new. 


now, thinking back to that day, those last months, that summer.  all of that makes me so sad.  so sad I didn't take more pictures throughout the year.  so sad that I was kind of stupid and was so blinded.  so sad at the way some things turned out.


but I'm really happy.  I look back and I don't dwell on past mistakes anymore.  I embrace the future and accept them as a part of my life.  I am at a wonderful place right now and it's where I need to be for my spiritual growth.  I'm really hoping for an awesome summer, and now I'm not going to let anything go unremembered.  I'm going to take charge of life and enjoy it with my full heart.  I am going to enjoy this world if it's the last thing I do! <3