Crazy Day

*sigh*
It has been a crazy day; long good and crazy.
Do you ever listen to music and it so perfectly communicates your thoughts or feelings or whatever and you feel so happy because of that and you kind of just want to cry?  I get so so happy when music defines me...It feels really fulfilling and you feel like that music is the only thing in the world that understands you.  I just felt like posting something.  I got really tired after school today. 
School is really good as it turns out.  I will be doing the homework for 6 days of the week and be thinking "Ugh school is so gross" and then on the Wednesday it's due I realize it's really fun. 
I just need to be consistent with myself.  And I need to be brave.  I need to overcome the challenges I face daily.  I need to become stronger.  I need to be able to choose where I fit in in relation to the world.  And I need to trust the Lord to use me as His carrier. 

I think right now I just don't know how to bring happiness to people.  And I'm hoping God will help me give the same kind of happiness I gave to my friends last year to the people of this year, as well as continuing that beautiful and old happiness. :)

Anyway.
I apologize if this posts on G+.

"Spectrum" by Zedd

Breathing you in when I want you out
Finding our truth in a hope of doubt
Lying inside our quiet drama

Wearing your heart like a stolen dream
Opening skies with your broken keys
No one can blind us any longer

We'll run where lights won't chase us
Hide where love can save us
I will never let you go

We'll run where lights won't chase us
Hide where love can save us
I will never let you go

story

okay so whenever i feel like writing a story i start it...and im like. super excited..and then im just like NOPE not doin this....

15

okay so i am officially fifteen years old and so happy and yet confused because of drivers ed and all that fun stuff so yeah anyway i was just bored so i decided to post this